The reality is starting to sink in. It started when we went to the Calgary Zoo, and I saw all the planes flying overhead, and thought, "Soon that will be me." It's one thing to say I'll be going to Quebec for six months to do a DTS. It's quite another to realize how long I will be away from my family. I'll miss birthdays, concerts, drama performances. I know that YWAM will be an amazing experience, and those six months will fly by. But now it's a daunting idea. I'm scared and I'm stressed, and I wish I could say I was confidently trusting God. But in my mind I'm screaming, "God, what am I doing?!!" Thankfully he says, "The right thing." And what he says I will cling to.
Please pray for a smooth and safe flight, because flying makes me nervous.
I'm sure that in a few more days I will be much less stressed and more chipper. Trusting God is hard in the middle, but so worth it later!
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